BASIC HUMAN SERIES
PLUS ULTRA SERIES
Release Into The Void
FUTURE SELF PART 3 Release your spiritual attachments and enter The Void. Your attachment to beliefs about spirituality, as well as desire for comfort over…
Who Needs To Be Vigilant?
FUTURE SELF PART 2. Releasing your armor: it locks you into a pattern of distortion. It can feel safer there, but the shape of you…
Enter The Sanctuary
FUTURE SELF PART 1 Freedom From External Influence — Create A Private Sanctuary Outside Of Time. What does it feel like to be free of…
Dropping Into The Void
Investigating the nature of reality. Reality, or the manifested world, pops in and out of existence. It’s kind of like a sine wave — above…
The Emperor Who Forgot
Yang energy moving outward conquering organizing pushing through using one’s own resources Bring all outgoing forces to the Heart and let them rest there
Understanding Intuition
A sober take on Inner Guidance. Intuition, inner guidance, inner knowing — how do we understand, develop and use this ability? How do you experience…
Audio Spell: Cutting Etheric Cords
A sumptuous waterfall of sound, intricately woven into an Audio Spell to remove emotional attachments and cut energetic cords. Breathe and relax into emotional freedom,…
Meeting Your Destiny
Some of us do the deepest work in our dreams. Who are these characters in our dreams, and what are they telling us? Sometimes we…
Money MEDITATION + Physical Regeneration
A hypnotic, layered meditation audio spell for drawing wealth, health, and rejuvenation. Well, those are the top notes to keep your mind busy while we…
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SUDDEN ENLIGHTENMENT SURVIVAL GUIDE
Physical Symptoms of Spiritual Awakening: What Happens to the Body After Enlightenment?
Who knew spiritual enlightenment would be so physical? The body can also go through massive changes and when that happens, you can experience some really…
Checking in or checking out?
How to jump back in the petri dish of humankind. Like many people who wake up, I went through many phases of working within this…
A day in a life
What’s life like after spiritual enlightenment? I woke up in my house in the woods and by the sea, before dawn. I am conscious whilst…
Fear In Transition
Blast! Awakening is amazing and powerful and all that. And maybe for some people everything falls into place perfectly when they awaken. Everything is okay…
Enlightenment, Desire, Sex & Time
Sudden enlightenment has taught me a lot about how the desire-mind governs our sexual desire through the perception of time. If I could draw, I…
Shifting The Location of Consciousness
Where do you experience the seat of your consciousness? If you are undergoing changes brought on by a sudden spiritual awakening, this may shift to…
Reading And Enlightenment
Sudden enlightenment can bring on a cascade of potentially disturbing phenomena. Your brain may not work the way it used to. For instance, you may…
Spiritual Enlightenment and Sound
Who knew that sudden spiritual awakening would have its own soundtrack? If you’re one of the growing number of people who experience sudden spiritual enlightenment,…
Bliss vs Ecstasy (and when to put the knife down)
Every awakening emerges in its own peculiar way. Some of you will slip in and out of Bliss, some will pretty much be engulfed in…
Sex After Enlightenment: Reversal Of Energy
Does this sound really cool? Well, I won’t lie. It is. And it’s also very disturbing if you don’t know what is going on. It…
What to do When People Start to Worship You
You’re newly awakened and the people around you can really feel it. They have “spiritual experiences” in your presence. They perceive the light of Source…
Bittersweet: Living at the Intersection of Joy and Pain
Those who have described living in the spiritually awakened state as suffused with indescribable love, beauty and joy only told you half the story.
BEAUTIFUL SLEEPWALKER SERIES
Reader Q&A: No Longer Able to Function In Life
A total life collapse after spiritual awakening. Let’s explore energetic overwhelm, spiritual awakening vs spiritual experiences, destructive Kundalini, how to re-establish energetic boundaries and mental…
Reader Q&A: How to Live and Love After Losing Your Sense of Self
In this Reader Q&A we look at the struggle to find joy and engagement in daily life without a sense of self, without purpose or…
Confusing Spiritual Awakening with Self Improvement
Have you ever wondered if getting rid of all your mental programming would result in the ability to see reality directly, and unfiltered? Would it…
If the world isn’t real, why should I stay?
Reader Q&A. If you’ve got a ticket to Nirvana, why should you stick around ’till the curtain closes? A reader observes that people are unreal,…
Getting to the root of a spiritual crisis
Spirituality can fuq you up. Spiritual pursuit, meditation and practices can illuminate a few corridors, while leaving you blind to everything else. Sometimes spirituality is…
Get a Grip: Life, Sex and Relationships After Kundalini Awakening
After a Kundalini activation you might find people reacting to you in the most unusual ways. If you find your energy has become a bit…
Will enlightenment make you happy?
Enlightenment does not happen to improve life. To an unenlightened person who is inclined toward happiness, life can be glorious. To people who tend toward…
Recommendations: One More Bump Should Do The Trick
Full awakening is life altering. Seeing through the illusion of self is life altering. If you are looking for more practices, books, retreats and methods…
Fist Full of Dollars
One tends to chase after experiences such as bliss and oneness with what we will, for convenience, call God. But these experiences come and go,…
